Somtimes i wonder why for all i trouble im i wonder why i cant do my work i just shutdown when i try im failling in 2 classes ive droped anouther one. I cry sometimes for no reason at all and sometimes when i know it was just over nothing and sometimes when angels deserve to die. I cant understand whats happing to me. They say I have depression and my medicine should be helping but I dont know. My girlfriends friend was telling lie to me. Saying she was backstabbing me and doing stuff with her cousin. I told I dont beleave her and that i dont trust her. When I asked Emily my girlfriend she just said that Britney was lieing and nothing else. Sunday night when i was holding her in my arms she said not to leave her and i told i wouldnt